These past couple of weeks have been filled with lots of emotion on Mom's end. During week 23, for some reason, I had a ton of anxiety. I started getting wrapped up and consumed with chosing (& loving!) her name, decorating the nursery (the bumper I wanted is on back order!), gaining the appropriate amount of weight, setting up the pregnancy belly photo shoot, choosing/meeting our pediatrician, worrying about sleeping on my back, etc. etc. You name it, I felt the need to worry about it. By the way, pregnancy books are evil (I've decided). I think they are designed not only to guide you, but to stress you out with all the worst case scenarios. I've limited my reading of them. I'm sticking to optimistic baby books now. Okay, so during that week of emotion, I kept telling Paul it must be a surge in hormones because that same week I started eating like food wasn't going to ever be available again in my life! Too bad I didn't consume a ton of vegetables, instead it was ice cream and fried foods. :(
But I'm back! I've been feeling great this past week (emotionally and physically) and decided to not sweat the small stuff - it will all work out! I checked out pregnancy food menus so that I don't just rely on easy, fatty foods. I bought a ton of vegetables and fruits, which even when I'm not pregnant I absolutely LOVE! But there were a few weeks there that I wasn't interested in veggies at all! Very strange! My new mantra with eating during pregnancy is "Veggies, fish, fruits, fresh oatmeal, hard boiled eggs, oh my!" Instead of "Dairy Queen, Alberto's, Ice Cream, Chips, oh my!"
Our baby furniture will be arriving on the weekend of the 15th of August. I can't wait to get it in the room! It will feel really real by then! Barb dropped off the family bassinet with some new "lambie" bedding. The bumper was a panel too long so she's getting that altered to fit. That will go in our bedroom til she's about 3 months and then we will move her to her nursery. Right now, it's sitting in the middle of our living room just cause "I like staring at it" (that's what I told Paul when he asked me why we haven't moved it into the bedroom).
Also, I set up the 4D ultrasound appointment for the morning of our baby shower on September 26th. It's just going to be Paul and I going to it -- the ultrasound place I found that I liked is actually a doctors office in San Diego so there isn't much room for guests. I felt better about that place over the more novelty 4D places because they have a doctor on site and I know the ultrasound techs know what they are doing. We will be getting a DVD and a bunch of photos to pass along to family & friends. I'm really excited to see her face! (Maybe it will help us with a name!)
Now for my last note today, I would like to vent a little bit. So, as you know, I'm 24 weeks pregnant. Well, this entire week (and surprisingly I didn't go into depression because of it) I have been asked by many of my nurses and doctors how far along I am. I say 24 weeks, 6 months. They look at my belly and say..."Wow! You're big!" Uh, yea. Thanks. I love my belly and it's ALL baby in there...trust me, I flexed my abs and there's no fat. It's all gone to my thighs and butt so I know there's none on my belly. :) So I went home and googled "24 week pregnancy belly" and looked online at other expecting mother's bellys to see where I stand, really. I think I look about right. My stomach is definitely on the more prominent side of things but I think that's just her huge brain taking up lots of space. LOL Anyway, we'll see how my stomach progresses these next few weeks. I think I may have just gone through a growth spurt with my baby girl. The pregnancy guides say that the rapid growth I've experienced in the past 6 weeks will be slowing down a lot ... but we shall see. If there's one thing I've learned from this it's that every woman is different. I'm loving my big 'ole belly and I have a healthy, happy, and ACTIVE baby girl in there. And that's what matters after all!
P.S. Belly photos will be up in the next day or so.
P.P.S. If you ever see a pregnant lady and ask how far along she is...do me a favor, and tell her she's "perfect" no matter what you think, k? :)
Love you all!
Andrea